Results Day

It finally came. Th the day I've been dreading for weeks. And I'm not just saying that - I think I had pre-resultseasonal depression. I missed the bus on tuesday, haven't been doing work and have been going to bed early (and I mean like half 8 early...on a Friday) as I've simply had nothing to stay awake for.

I digress.

We received them by email. I got up a 6:15 (they said they'd send them from 6:00am) and all of my friends got theirs, but by 7:00 I had to go in the shower, and finally at 7:08 I got the email.

Maths - A
Physics - B
English Lit - A
English language (coursework) - A

I haven't put my grades on any social media, but this blog is practically a slide of my brain (figuratively of course. No mushy brain matter to be found here!)

My god so chuffed. Only 2 marks off an A in Physics as well! I'm not resitting, I'll just try to make it up on the next exam. I am so pleased with everything, especially weirdly my coursework grade, as I got 78/80 UMS points, with the teacher who hates me and doesn't understand me and always gives me low target grades. It was nice to prove him wrong!

College was filled with so many people with tears in their eyes, it definitely was a shock for some people! But all of my friends seem to have done really well!

I'm glad results day came, because I've been in a rut. I can't even remember the last homework I actually completed, and I've been hating getting up in a morning. But now I see the point again and have found motivation! I went to the library this afternoon, sipped coffee, ate cocoanut macaroons, listened to The Smiths and did lots of Statistics homework! I mean, I didn't finish, and still have a shitload due in for tomorrow, but I'm starting to try to be proactive! I'll start revisiony stuff tomorrow perhaps...

It's a wonder what good grades can do for your self-esteem.