Reflection

I've just read over quite a few of my older blogposts from a few months ago. My posts were longer, more coherent, and frankly far more interesting. Nowadays they seem to be rushed, short, and I don't feel as inspired as I used to. This is true of recent poetry; I have ideas but never write them down.

I can always tell when I'm not putting effort in, as none of my blogs have photographs attached. I'm sure the rule is never post a picture less blog, as its boring. Well whatever, this is boring. I am boring. Life is sometimes boring, but then it usually gets exciting. Then boring again. Deal with it.

We can play the blame game (as I often do) but honestly I just don't feel very engaged with life at the moment. I think everybody goes through these phases though. I'm not really working to hard, just having fun and coasting by.

This changes as of tomorrow.

Exams are less than a month away, so they are priority of course. I am devoting every single free to some kind of revision, and I fully intend to stick to schedule. I've even bought revision cards, and my new lock screen/background is my revision timetable. Now is that dedication or is that dedication?

I really do need to get my life sorted, and start getting more out of life.

I realise this sounds like I'm at a low point, which is NOT true, as I am perfectly happy. Joyous infact. I just need to stop spending as much time in my bed watching Game Of Thrones and scrolling down Tumblr as I currently do.

Life will improve tremendously if I stop doing this I feel.